just so i noe?

Jesse McCartney – Just so you know

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZ5iCKed6mk

I shouldn’t love you but i want to
I just can’t turn away
I shouldn’t see you but i can’t move
I can’t look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i’m not
Cause i don’t know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can’t help it
I wont sit around
I can’t let him win now
Though you should know
I’ve tryed my best to let go of you
But i don’t want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It’s gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can’t say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i’m not
Cause i don’t know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can’t help it
I wont sit around
I can’t let him win now
Though you should know
I’ve tryed my best to let go of you
But i don’t want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

This emptyness is killin me
I’m wonderin why i’ve waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i’m waitin here
Been waitin here

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can’t help it
I wont sit around
I can’t let him win now
Though you should know
I’ve tryed my best to let go of you
But i don’t want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

hmm. this song like fit my current situation sia.

it all comes to 2 word.

i dunno.

what u going to do?

i dunno.

whats next?

i dunno.

so how?

i dunno.

I DUNNO.

ya.

juts so u noe, i really dunno.

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4 more days… o.o

in deep thoughts.

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enough said.

FrostBite by Micheal Learns To Rock.

this song was introduced to me by a good friend.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9IqVN5p_LaQ

I’m running on empty alone in a steel cold town
The colours are fading to grey when you’re not around

I’m going over what you said
The words keep ringing in my head
What happened to the promises
The promises we made

(Chorus)
You gave me frostbite in my heart
‘Cause you had me branded from the start
Nobody knows what I’m going through (hey baby why..)
You gave me frostbite in my heart
‘Cause you tore the love we had apart
Somebody tell me now what I should do

I’m driving alone with the radio on in my car
I’m staring at faces in places that used to be ours

Can’t you see what you do to me
I’m drowning in my misery
That fatal kiss of destiny
Is clinging on for evermore

(Chorus)

(I had to let you know) I keep thinking of you
(I can’t let go) You know it’s all that I do
(I had to let you know) ‘Cause you are still on my mind all the time
Don’t leave me hanging
You had me branded (Branded from the start)

(Chorus)

Why leave me hanging… You had me branded
Don’t keep me hanging on (Hey baby why…)

really,

dun leave me hanging.

sigh.

wat should i do.

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6 days left…

My heroine( Acoustic ) By Silverstein

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ESrTTivip3Y

the drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer.

You wont try to save me
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate.

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can’t forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You’re my heroine.

You won’t leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in everytime.

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can’t forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You’re my heroine

I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself (myself)
I bet you believe (bet you believe)
That I’m better off with you than someone else

Your face arrives again
All hope I had becomes surreal
But under your cover’s
More torture than pleasure
And just past your lips
There’s more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I’ll break you, my habit

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can’t forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You’re my heroine

I will save myself.
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save..? easier said than done.

6 more days to go…

im waiting.

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shall drown my sorrow here

this will be my new blog for personal thoughts…